Today I read an article from my favorite online magazine, bedlam magazine, there is one writer whose articles constantly speak to me. Well today her article called standing naked in a field just hit that spot. It was talking about having that friend you can emotional break down to, you guys have this bond of love ( not romantically) and who would rather die to tomorrow than live a hundred years without you ( I know Pocahontas crossover). Reading this article, I saw my fault in my current friendships and even past ones. I love too deeply, I am too loyal and put people first who see me second. In my striving to find my Jonathan I let the Judas's and friends like the many wives of Solomon that led him away from God and to their idols ( or bad things you know is wrong) these types mirrored my Jonathan but it wasn't. My heart has been cut, broken and bled over the wrong friendships. So my peculiar treasures watch out for those who mirror your Jonathan. Your Jonathan will come, just wait.
